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The most amazing night/ weekend I have ever had in my life it never felt so right

-The forbidden-
The pitter patter of rain strikes a tear
How I scream for you in that putrid rain
How I sing your name
How I can be so stupid to cry
When its not even your last good bye…
How I lust for the touch
How you always say its to much
How I feel left astray
How I wish I was with you everyday
How I cry
How I weep
Sitting alone in the deep
The deep, deep rain that comes from the blood shot eyes of sorrow
How I wish there could be a better tomorrow
Fuck you tears
Fuck you rain
As long as I can say your name
Maybe my life can stay sane
Maybe just maybe I want to push to the edge
To see myself tick
To see myself squirm
But would that bring me bliss
Fuck the bliss
Bring the pain
As long as it will stay
Cause what I loved is here and gone
At least I know you would tag along
Pain you strike me
Pain you well me up inside the never ending pool
Why can’t love be like you because I know you will never leave
You stay always and never say good bye
You manage to stay by my side
Why love has to do me so
At least pain never let’s me go
But you never know in the end
Pain will be the past
And maybe just maybe
My love will last
One more night one more day
As long as the love never goes away
Its painless to say the forbidden word
I love you….

Love ha I laugh at the word promise of hope
Ha. The feeling of regret
The sweet sorrow of tommorow
Is there such a thing
Fuck the forbidden tomorrow
Can the one I crave love me
As I once loved her
I once was full of the forbidden flaivor of love
Standing in the rain
Sucked dry from the one I once love
Just a missrable carckes sucked dry from the beauty I once loved
Only left with a sore in my heart and a part of my life I can’t take back
How I wish it would you would be the one
Oh how I treated you so diffrent
How I was loyal to the one that left me dry
If it is thee end no more fighting to keep you
Cuz I have lost this unwinnable battle of staying
How I have grown tierd and week an how I given up of any chance
How I gave you my all an you do not see
You critsies me so much about every thing but not one nice comment
How I didn’t let it mind till now I can clearly see this is over but I won’t let go till you say the words
Cuz trueth be told even though I put threw allot I love you still dearly so.
So here’s to you my love I give u my once broken heart I give to you the care the support of my being. Nver once have I wanted to let you go an I’m still not even going to start now so its up to you my love let me go foreveer or be happy with me an make abetter life for us…but in my heart I know your going to let me go so prove me wrong my love prove me wrong